Wednesday, March 19, 2008

New York State of Mind

Sometimes, I just want to be able to walk as fast or slow as I want to.

Today was one of those "New York" days.  (You know the kind.) It's raining and jam packed in the subways where I am getting jabbed, poked, elbowed, stepped on and herded around like cattle.   Even off the subway I felt the overcrowded sidewalks didn't allow for passing, and instead, I was stuck walking on heels, unavoidably stepping into puddles, and dodging oncoming umbrellas, oversized bags and crying children.  

Not that this sort of activity is extraordinary for a day in New York, because this bustling activity is New York, but I find that I tend to "get used to" it.  But its this sort of day when I am fully aware of everything happening around me and then conflict bubbles up on the inside when I try to not be aware of it, and fail miserably.
  

Saturday, March 15, 2008

gratitude for spring.


I love the spring time!  A new flower buds in the tiny patch of grass in front of my apartment.  


Hmmm.


It is quite lovely.